Summer & Tyler

crazy in love...


Thursday, May 27, 2010

Tulip Festival

Posted by Summer


I was finally able to go to the festival @ Thanksgiving Point but this was the best I could get. By the time I got the tulips they were so sad looking, weather beaten and droopy. Utah is known for going from winter straight into summer, and this year it hasn't been much different. So many storms and very few sunny days this spring, so just about every day I tried to make my way over, it was either too cold, dark, rainy or snowy. Not the best week for a celebration of flowers! But I was determined to go and I donned my ski jacket and Tyler and I went over after work. We got so lucky though--if you look closely at the last pic you can see a momma owl keeping her babies warm below the big waterfall. She was beautiful!







Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Hate these goodbyes

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Not sure how Olane does it but she's always a rock when I'm an emotional wreck.
Maybe if we were the ones moving to California it'd be different, but it's so hard when the people you love move far away. Goodbyes are always the worst part and I'm no good at them. I cried all the way home. Hmmm--I've been doing a lot a crying lately haven't I? I'm really not that emotional I promise. :) Miss you guys and little Cashew. I have a feeling we may be joining them in the Cali sunshine sooner than later. Like Ty said last week, "A move to the coast is imminent".
This year, next year, 5 years from now...we'll see where life/work/school takes us.





Monday, May 17, 2010

Salt Lake Japanese Festival

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When we first met, Tyler's interest in the Japanese culture is partially why I was so attracted to him. He traveled to Japan in 2004 and taught himself Japanese. I try not to get too hung up on the fact that his last girlfriend was Chinese and the one before that was hapa (half Japanese) too. I think it's pretty endearing that it interests him that much, and thankfully for me he believes he got a super great deal when he married me :). We'd love to go to Japan, but with my short amount of vaca time we'd rather go another year when we can spend a couple weeks to a month there. So when my friend Debbie told me about the festival, Ty was just as excited as I was. We enjoyed my heritage and topped it off with some nummy sushi after at our favorite place. We learned about Buddhism at the Salt Lake Buddhist Temple, watched a martial arts demonstration, and my favorite part...people watched.














Monday, May 17, 2010

Whoa

Posted by Summer

Have I really not blogged in 17 days? Hmph. I really have a ton of catching up to do. I know the main reason I haven't blogged this past week is because I've been stressing way too much over teaching my Relief Society Lesson. But, I do have multiple, extremely good reasons for the stressing. I suck at teaching and I suck at speaking in public. I had my second lesson on the Prophets of God yesterday and I choked.

Hard.
Think as many cotton balls as would fit in your mouth, then an incredible stutter on top of that, and all your thoughts running away and an empty hole where your brain should be, leaving you looking out upon a sea of faces just staring back....waiting. Sheesh. I don't even want to be friends with myself. I was a disaster.
Afterwards, I ran out of there so fast and sat in with Ty in his class, and finally when the last kid was picked up did the tears start welling up. I don't know what to do. I want to do the right thing and buck up and serve in my calling and do the best that I can, but my best is not cutting it. I completely embarrassed myself, the Spirit wasn't there, and I don't think that I am doing any good for anyone. I know this is supposed to be for me, but I'm not so sure this is something that I can get over. Last month I spent the morning sitting by the toilet, on the verge of vomiting the entire time leading up to my lesson. It doesn't matter how many hours upon hours I spend, I never feel ready. Anyone I've talked to says this is the best and favorite calling they've had, but I'm completely the opposite. Speaking in public is just one of those things I wasn't blessed with. Tyler I don't think quite understood this fear I've had my whole life until I completely lost it yesterday. Husbands hate it when their wives cry. And I hate when I cry. Will I ever get over it?! I sure hope so...

Luckily, Tyler is bringing me IN-N-OUT (with fries) right now, and that always makes things better. That, and knowing I have 30 days until my next lesson!



Thursday, April 29, 2010

Tibble Fork

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Although it was still too early for a proper hike, we managed to at least get up AF canyon for a some fresh air and a beautiful view. It's surprising how in a few minutes and a short drive can change the temperature so drastically. Last week it was the first sunny, 70 degree weather we've had and we wanted to get out of the house and be out in nature. Too bad, the roads to our hiking spot were closed, there was still snow on the ground, and as soon as the sun went down over the mountain we were frozen.

Winter, I am so over you.












Wednesday, April 28, 2010

What I found on the internets today

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Ty as you all know is the go-to guy for pretty much anything. He's my personal IT, encyclopedia, comedian, and music guru. He just created his own blog for the person who loves to waste time learning useless but extremely entertaining things. I don't know how I'd survive without his fun emails and texts he sends me daily.


Check him out---you won't be disappointed and you'll get to know the workings of the mind I love so much!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

If only...

Posted by Summer

I didn't have to include so many picture on each blog post, maybe I would have enough time to spend in photoshop and turn a drab picture like

THIS:
and turn it into

THIS:
{From our outing up AF canyon last week}

I'm not happy with my pictures lately and feel that they're boring and blah coming straight out of the camera. I know I should spend more time working on them but it takes so long to post as it is.
I'm also frustrated and my Canon is feeling a bit neglected. Maybe because it's been winter and we've been stuck inside for months and I haven't really had the chance to take my baby on many one on one outings. I need to step it up and finish my photography classes but where and when will I find the time?! Sometimes I feel like there are so many things I want to do that I can't focus properly on any one of them. That's probably the slight ADD in me talking though.

See what spring resolutions are rumbling around in my brain?

*Finish photography and photoshop classes
*Finish off my punch card at Center Stage (dancing!)
*Spring clean my office and get my misc craft projects in order
(genealogy stuff, make cards, finish travel scrapbook and our first year together)
*Take at least 1 paragliding lesson with Ty each month (just scheduled our 2nd one for May-we're so stoked. :)
*Work out no matter how miserable I feel (off to a good start-I used the eliptical for 40 minutes while watching Dark Knight after work today! Holy cow, it's a miracle.
*Turn our first blog year into a book--much more work than I thought it was going to be but it will be so worth it when I'm done. Check out blurb.com to make your own.
*Remember not to use so many exclamation points in my writing. I annoy myself sometimes but I feel like I need to get my excitement across somehow. :)
*Learn how to sew. I'm not sure why, but I always dreaded sewing anything and only did it when I had to, like my pointe shoes. My mom tried to teach me on numerous occasions when I was younger but I don't think I was patient enough. Now that I'm almost 30 maybe I can give it another go? I envy all you girls who are crafty and can make your own pillows, drapes, and baby bedding. Love it all.

I'd better get started...



Sunday, April 25, 2010

What a Woman Wants

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Last Saturday Kierstin and I met up with Jennie for the "What a Woman Wants Expo." As to be expected it was everything from waxing and breast augmentation, to cutesy homemade aprons and headbands. Kierstin walked away with a free facial while I of course got a 20% off coupon for injections that I'll never use. Ah, well-I still had a great time.

After we went to Sweet Tomatoes for lunch. For some reason I've been obsessed with that place from the first time I had dinner there. Maybe it's their incredible blue cheese dressing or mouth watering blueberry muffins, but I can't get enough of it. It's where most of our girl time takes place when the three of us get together.
{You can't really tell from this angle but Jennie's so cute and pregnant right now!}

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Amy Winehouse

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Yet another reason not to do drugs...

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Today's ditty of a hailstorm

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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Home Sweet Home

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My parents just accepted an offer and could be moving out as soon as next month. Unbelievable. They just listed it last week!


It is what it is and has needed to happen for quite some time, but even with that knowledge, it still doesn't really prepare you to say goodbye to the house you've called home since kindergarden, and for your family dynamics to change so drastically. Not sure where they will be moving to yet, but I know for certain I can't convince them to move up to Utah. Snowy weather and the Tanakas don't jive at all. I wish they were able to come up to see the Tulip Festival at Thanksgiving Point-then they could see we can grow gorgeous flowers here after all. We were supposed to go tonight but this crazy weather! 70's yesterday to hail and flooding today. Ty shot some footage of it that I'll have to have him post later.

Anyways, I had to share these pics--I laughed because the photographer happened to have left out my old room. It's still the pink, black, and flowery outdated disaster that I left it in. I don't blame him. Cool back in the 90's but now it's utterly horrendous. I'm going to miss it.